WOW what a crazy week I'm a few days late doing my post and I hate it when I do
that .I will make a sincere effort to be sure that this does not happen anymore.
Not sure where to start.
Last week was so great I was very much blessed but this week uuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm not so much
.
Some times I feel like I'm taking one step forward and two steps back. Ever feel like
that.? This week has been a challenge in almost every way possible but hey Im
Here And I'm going to make the best of it.Im determined to settle down and just
be…..lol
I get the since as I look back on this week that it has really been a PRACTICE
WHAT YOU PREACH Type of a week for me. Its one thing to sit here and talk
about stuff every week but its quite another to actually put it into practice.
Lots of erratic jagged energy this week . VERY COMBATIVE too…….My life is better
than yours life kinda stuff. I had to concentrate on just letting the negativity go right through me and just relax and just Be. I will have to admit I was not very good at it at first. I definitely caught me off guard. I’m much better now. I went to mediation last night as I normally do Every Thursday( however I have missed the last few thursday nighters) and last night really helped me a lot
One thing that came out last night that gave me a lot of Hope is. when things get
tough Really tough like they have this week we have to stop and remember that we
wanted to be here during this exciting time. We knew we could handle it. we
wanted to be here. when I heard that it immediately boosted my confidence. the
other thing that I was reminded of last night was we are a part of EVERYTHING
and EVERYTHING is a part of us we are truly one with the Universe. we have to
say yes to the present moment and just be. this gave me a lot of peace. Now
truth be told It had been three weeks since I had be part of the thursday group.
Im not sure i'm going to stay away that long again.
The one thing I learned this week is we all make mistakes. As hard as I try to do
the right thing all the time. I was all out of balance this week and I just had
to STOP and Breathe…..and become centered once again and JUST BE . I would very
much like to thank all the guests this week that have been very nice and
compassionate and understanding towards me during this rough patch this week .
and for that I am very grateful
Anyways
so there is the post for this week I hope you all have a great week and I will
chat with you soon I have been encouraged to blog more so look for me to do it
more time a week soon.
MICHAEL